Bitter Swyt Memory

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah) I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so I should've held on tight, I never should've let you go I didn't know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom I would ever be without your love Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself 'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side Right here, 'cause baby (We belong together) When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please 'Cause we belong together Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better ...

When i was in Grade 2 or 3 i had a crush on a boy, who was sitting near to me, those days, teachers keep a boy near to a girl to make then behave...hehe. So i had a crush on that boy who was sitting next to me in same desk . kool haa. Then i had a crush on another boy when i was in grade 6. I class mate, i cool bad boy.Every day teacher had to change him to new desk. Then when i was in grade 7 i had a real crush on a boy. Before it was childhood crush, they were not real. This time it real . When he looks at me those days butterfly thing happen in stomach and you know become cold and all. I don't kn0w how to explain that. Well after 7 we two lost each other, we moved to different island. after that i haven't seen him often. I sawhim like 3 time. But nothing happened. SO its its crush not LOVE right!!!!!!!!

Hide my tears when I say your name but the pain in my heart is still the same Although I Smile & Seem Carefree There is no one Who misses you more than ME!

Let me reflect back to my Life. Here am gonna write the first memory i have from my life. I dont knw which year or how old i was, but i was very small haven't started to go kindergarten. I remember that My family was in male' and , me and my little brother (we have only 2 years different). He grow up fast, so he was same size as me.I was a thin dark grl ,because we were in same size , Dad used to buys same type of cloths. I mean same design. I also were t- shirts and short like my little bro..hehe.Ok the memory i have was kinda fade one. i remember the house we were in. i mean how it look like, that day me and my bro was playing in the sitting room we were wearing a black t -shirt which has a fish in front, and when the night fell we went to sleep in another house , a cross the road, first we walked in a thin road and after that we had to cross the road to other side, and when we tried to cross the road a car came so we had to stop. When we entered the room i saw my favori...

Why is that ,u evry thing i do remind of you...??? Some time it makes me Happy N another time, it makes me cry..?? What a funny thing right..!!! I have questions for u guys..?? When do u say that some one cheated on U? When do u say that some one have betrayed U? When do u say that some one lies to U? IS there any other things ur partner do which makes u think that u lost her/him or u think that , u can't live with him/her any more....? Ok i think thats enough of ther stupid questions... Most of the time ppl write posts of what they think answer for these question, but for me i have questions......

Its a important month 4 me, First time in my life i felt sign of love in this month. Before that i didnt knw what love is how will it be. Am happy for that ............. Baby thank U for showing me the path of love, but i didnt knw that this path would be this difficult. I have to have courage , and have to be brave to face evry thing which come across me in this path of love. " In life things does not come free, we have to work for it" PS: dont try to understand and get anything in this writting, i just want to make this month and this day specil. This is how i can make it special right now.