Bitter Swyt Memory

I have been thinking a lot about wedding . Am i ready? Am i financial capable for a grant Wedding ? Am i settled? Have i done everything for a wedding? When all these Question comes in to my mind ... Another Question comes in to my mind .. Why are we getting married? Ans is To share our life together, have a partner till the end. To give and Get love for the rest of our life. To have a happy and stable life. Does any of these have anything to do with those question i have asked? NO .... I guess. Then Why we cant get marry at the time we feel like marriage? Why do we think so much about it? Why do we so many plans for it? Why do we spend so much on it? Another part is we put our parents in such a difficult position , during the wedding. 50% of marriages are not with the perfect agreement between two families. But still we force them to stay in one room and face all the Drama. Its just a view . . . I am putting so much thoughts in it . . . :)

" What is trust ? " Right now at this point of my like i have no idea what trust mean. Isn't it strange? "Trust is very important in relationships. Be sure to be honest with the person that you are in a relationship with. Demand honesty from the person that you are in a relationship with. This is the most important step to building trust in relationships. Trust is difficult to earn, but it is key to a successful relationship." by some one. When your partner does not believe you - That means he does not trust you. If your partner don't have faith in you - He doesn't trust you. If your partner questions you so much (more then usual) - He doesn't trust you. Well , this is what i believe. May be not right but for my understanding this is it . Another thing , when we say its because you does not trust me. They does not believe that. Why is it so tough to admit it when someone we love has so accurately spoken the truth? Why do we struggle so m