Bitter Swyt Memory

A nice song, i got from Korean drama, " you'er beautiful' For every step i send you away my tears flow, For every step u go away my tears flow again, Your going to a place where i can't reach, even if spread my hand, but unable to stop u and i stand here crying, what do i do ? what do i do? ur going away. what do i do? what do i do? ur leaving me here I love u ,I love u. Even if i call it out, u can"t hear it, because am only yelling it inside my heart. All day i try to erase u , bt i remember u, all day i say goodbye, bt i only remember u, Ur going to place where i can't reach even if spread my hand. bt unable to find you and i stand here crying. what do i do? what do i do? ur going away what do i do? what do i do? ur leaving me here I love u, I love u. Even if i call it out, u can"t hear it, because am only yelling it inside my heart. what do i do? what do i do? ur the only one for me. what do i do? what do i do? ur going away what do i do? what do i d

the msgs he send makes me so happy . He is such a sweet heart .. I don't knw y? when we talk some how thing goes wrong and we end up fighting , bt in msgs , evrything is sweet and so sassy He is realy , evrything for me. when i have him , like in good terms i dont need a Bestfrnd, He is enough for evrything. My sweety, he is so so caring , I knw , once i start living with him , he will be so damn caring to me, He adores me , He loves me so mcuh . I tooo love him that much . Literally , He s evry thing and evry one for me . Love u baby.

I always have this dream of living with my BF (Living relationship) , lololo. Seriously the feeling of cooking 2gether in the kitchen, cook some thing tasty and special. having break fast 2gether , doing house works 2gether and washing . .. wow, isnt it romantic. It is such a wonderful feeling.

WHAT IF_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Ur love starts to criticizing you? Ur love starts to comparing u? Ur love starts to find fault in you? Ur love starts to disappoint you? Ur love starts to make u perfect , on his/her way? Ur love starts to complaining? Ur love starts saying what you should do and not to do? Ur love starts not liking the way Ur? Ur love wants to change you? After 3 and half years LOVE and CARING.

My boyfriend is the sweetest , i wanna keep on saying this , but . . . . . some time he is the person who hurts me most. "In our relationship, the days of perfect is over and now we need to correct each other and show the faults and say what we don't like in u , even if they are hurting to hear and those things are hard to change. . . ." At the start of relationship, every one says they likes u and ur beautiful and ur the best in world ..... these words to make the relationship work, after it works out and when there is a guarantee that no one can back out start criticizing, saying stuffs u don't like , make that person feel like she o he is the worst in the world and she/he is lucky to have him/her. Do relationships goes that stage, I think love is love the person the way they are, see the worst of that person and still love them the way u do before. How is love expressed ? its with action and words and caring. If the words are not showing that , will ,it be b