Bitter Swyt Memory

I have gone so far in this relationship. I think of his wife and the coming child.  Do I have right to snap their happiness? DO she deserve that? Sure he need a mature good life. According to him his wife is not good that's why he need another woman in his life, but is it right. People get divorce when they have kids, but is it right. My friends look at me in a judgmental way.  Other do i, t people tells me don't  jump in to a situation which you don't knew how depth it is.

Guy 1:  Loves me , cares for me , Can spend hours listening to me , makes me happy  - drug user Guy 2: Loves me , will do anything to be with me , to see my face , to hold me  - drug user Guy 3: Loves me , wants me but married , he does not know how to show care and have a bad habit.     These three guys are different to each another I was looking for thing I saw from first 2 guys to be in the third guy. But I can not  explain my self. It seems like he does not wants to listen to me , I am not complaining ,am just saying what I feel and what I think .First of all its his responsibility to correct my thinking and giving me assurances  if that thinking is regarding him . But no his does not comfort me in any situation in any way. When he came to visit me I got upset and I was feeling very down , he told me he didn't come here to see my fucked up face or comfort me when I am sad or upset ( now i am think what a retarded person is he) ...