Bitter Swyt Memory

??? When he went  back to his home island i told him to do just one thing for me, not actually for me but for us. it is to register my number to dhiraagu service ( 10rf spend and get free call ).  Now 10 days went he couldn't do that. If it was something am suppose to do , and i didn't  do for this long, I would be the badest person ever. It really hurts , when he fail to do one thing which will make us be connected with  a little cost. He have reason for every thing , i dont'.  I know i did push him little bit far on this.  I was hurt and i wanted him to do that for us . Do it like  he also want to do that. Why is that always i have to be the one who have to do evrything ( even calling each day , my sunna , not his) I have to understand him, i have to care for him , i have to look after him. What about my feeling, what abut he understanding me . Why don't he actually do that to make me happy. To bring a smile on my face? Why can't he do that and tell

  For last  5 months boo was here with me in male' . We spend lot of time together with our ups and down. We had good time most of the time. Some days crises are so high that we don't know what to do. Things went from better to worse and worse to better.  Pressure from family and  other pressure went really high on some days. He was searching for a job so badly. After the crises of changing Govt its v hard to find a job in this Maldives. ( Ehndhuvahakun evaahaka) Grrrrrr.   Plus it was Off season for tourists .. damn huh. .  Any way ,  now he went back to his Island and things are changed. Miss his so much. Our financial status is also not so good as am the only one earning for now. Calling and Messaging is also v less these days. Lets hope for the best , he will be coming back after Ramazaa. Insha Allah , things will be different then.