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Hithuga jehijje :(

I do ask my swytheart to call me often and keep in touch with me always. ( am out of country) We are not financially in a v- good position right now , so we can't talk every day or do skype all the time o chat always. Even , the place he is staying does not have that facilities (afforaahisaabga) :) .. so i ask him to call me any time he get a chance ..... it makes me happy to hear his voice , i like to hear his voice every day.
BUT some time when he call am not available , that make him SAD. when ever i want to talk to him , i ask him to call , bt when its time for him to call i get busy in some other things and , i miss his calls .... isn't it bad .. i feel like ma so selfish now. I know i should give him time bt, it seems it happens all the time ..

AM very sad today, something like that happened , and he mentioned that i don't give him time ..
I feel awful . so sad .

" ma very sorry baby , i don't do that intentional "

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