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My boyfriend is the sweetest , i wanna keep on saying this , but . . . . . some time he is the person who hurts me most.

"In our relationship, the days of perfect is over and now we need to correct each other and show the faults and say what we don't like in u , even if they are hurting to hear and those things are hard to change. . . ."

At the start of relationship, every one says they likes u and ur beautiful and ur the best in world ..... these words to make the relationship work, after it works out and when there is a guarantee that no one can back out start criticizing, saying stuffs u don't like , make that person feel like she o he is the worst in the world and she/he is lucky to have him/her.

Do relationships goes that stage,
I think love is love the person the way they are, see the worst of that person and still love them the way u do before.

How is love expressed ? its with action and words and caring. If the words are not showing that , will ,it be believed that its True LOVE.

Am 100% sure he loves me , bt is it the same way he loves me be4? o is it little bit less o more?
OOH, do he has an obsession? O is he unsecure ? O he mite not trust me? ( he trusts me, i feel that) O is that he don't trust others?

relationships comes with complications. worse then a maths question.


p.s: i love my bf a lot , wanna spend rest of mu life with him.


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