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JUST ONE THING FOR ME.


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When he went  back to his home island i told him to do just one thing for me, not actually for me but for us. it is to register my number to dhiraagu service ( 10rf spend and get free call ).  Now 10 days went he couldn't do that. If it was something am suppose to do , and i didn't  do for this long, I would be the badest person ever.

It really hurts , when he fail to do one thing which will make us be connected with  a little cost.

He have reason for every thing , i dont'.  I know i did push him little bit far on this.  I was hurt and i wanted him to do that for us . Do it like  he also want to do that.

Why is that always i have to be the one who have to do evrything ( even calling each day , my sunna , not his) I have to understand him, i have to care for him , i have to look after him. What about my feeling, what abut he understanding me .

Why don't he actually do that to make me happy. To bring a smile on my face?
Why can't he do that and tell be loabee, i have done that , and we can call freely?

I miss him so badly, i want to talk to him so badly.
He want me to call him in office hrs, This is the end of the month and am actualy buxy at office. When i get time i call but office will be office , we can;t talk freely . but he expect me to call , even am buxy ,
I remember calling him when he was buxy , in this 10days, but he couldn't talk cos he was doing a thing.

Same rules should apply for me 2 . he have to understand, there are some buxy days in life, not every day is buxy , am i understand his life.

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