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A passed whirl

You are The one Who messages me first and I just flowed ur messages. But now it's all another way round. I don't know what changed, somehow now I wish that I should have kept you like all other guys and I just reply in whenever I feel and goes on... With no much of interest.
But somehow - it's not what happened cos I liked you. I don't know why. ? But when I think of that there are reasons why? But now I have a doubt that was all true or just an act.

Anyway. When u talked to me,u told me you need that someone who would ask you how was ur day and kinds of stuff. I do want to be that person cos I like you ( still in. Question why?? ) but somehow I feel like if I try that, am disturbing you. So I go silent. The thing is as you want someone to care for you, others do need that. It's not that u and me don't have others boy or girl asking how we are? But somehow, for now, I like you to ask me how am doing. And want to know how your doing. I know it's wired I just have known you for short period of time. Maybe I don't really know you.

Now I feel like you have made me the other girl. The other girl who message you and tell you everything you just don't feel like talking but to be polite you talk to them. (based on the story you told me) I just don't wanna be that other girl in any one life. I value my life more than that. So please understand that.

These is not complaining or anything. It's just how I feel. I know I shouldn't feel this all thing but When u like someone I guess this happens.

I do keep my self-protected from guys like, who are sweet and caring and all those sorts of things and treat the way they want with the girls.
I am not saying you're like that, I have to know you more to think that ur like that or not.

I did find you caring and sweet cool person. I did like ur sense of humor too.
One request please don't show all that if you're not going to be like that always. I might fall more in like with you. Which you or I don't want. Right. !!!

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