Bitter Swyt Memory

1- Stranger : Dont know much about each other,  Have so much to talk and so much to ask.  The sweet and innocent time. 2- Getting to know each other: Each tell his/hers truth,  The life story .At this stage some ppl find out that this is not the right person for his / her. they mite breakup. Some will be disappointed but  they sees some thing about that boy/girl interesting. For some ppl the unexpected things comes out. the hidden truth or the dark deep story of the girl/boy's life. but they are so deeply connected and that was past and the present is so good , so they decides to be together. 3-  Understanding : They seems to understand each other very well. In fact they know each other too well. Some time this leads to problem's.  Other time for something good. Most of the time, they assume , expect , wish , know  .  .  .        these things leads to problems, This is the stage where sweetness fades...

When will be the right time . . .? Last year , i thought DEC would be the best time for the knot.  But he found it not Possible. well my side it was possible, we had a house, my family was in Male' and it was good for me.  but  . .. . . . Then i thought 31-01-13 will be a good date, cos of the date actually,  but he said NO  and he says he have another plan. So now am out of  idea's or suggestion. In FEB , he say it can be possible but for me only positive thing i see is he finally suggesting a date. I hope he will make this possible. I have so many idea's for this but  . . . .. Insha Allah will show us a way to do this. 

Why do woman get so angry over a small things? Is that in our nature. I know i get angry often .  Where does this anger comes from ? Is it because we are disappointed or upset?  Why can't they (men) do the right thing right way? They do silly things like... 1- coming v v late to drop us or to get us frm office. . Damn what makes then so late. 2-  they say "near by",  when they are far way from destination. 3- y do they have to do things to a frnd without doing a thing to own house or gf? 4- Are they bound / is it a must to do things for frnds ? We get angry over this small things . Its not because they do things for a  frnd, its just that they do frnds needs  before gf/wife. Woman are scary when they are angry . . It is true . They just get so hurt and let everything out. . .

Why does the same problem keep on repeating? Now the problem is the way i talk. I don't  know how to talk to him. The way i talk. . . Seriously . Is that even a thing?  what way do i talk.? Another thing. . Is that always a grls job to call o msg and ask how he doing? How does this work.? When a boy wants a girl, he finds a way to talk to her. Tries all the possible ways and social media's to get her attention.  After he gets her, he makes sure that she fall for him head over hills. Then he stop calling and msgin her. Her job is to call n msging. Its her job to keep the relationship. Its his job to follow , may be  do every thing to make it difficult for her to keep it. y do he do that? Any body knows why this happen ?

Anyway you take that to new extand , you allways b emy hero , even though things dont turn out the way i like the feeling i have for you is unexxpresable.  I dont see how this gonna happen but i have a good faith in GOd. God wont let me down. We will be together again. I know we have gone through a lot but can you please work little bit harder then you do now. i only know how much it hurts to be away from you. i want to have you , not a half , not for a day or a month, i want you for the rest of my life.