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Same old problems over and over gain . . .


  • He have problem with my friends , which he is also friend with.
  • He have problems , if i go out at night with friends but some time he have problems me staying back home also. ( damn huh ) 
  • What ever i do i got problem with it ( That's what i feel , cos i haven't done any thing which he haven't complained -  Damn does this Sentence is correct . . :P  )
  • He couldn't do any thing , i ask   - - -  then y should i do what he ask me to do.
When is , he gonna understand that he have to do what ask and then only he can expect me to do what he ask. Everything he ask , eventually i do  , but he  . . . . .  after some time i stop asking. . . How can i keep on telling him same thing over and over again.

Funny thing happened recently  -  His so called 1st love called him  and talked for quite reasonable time. It is not a big deal ( i know)  He even told me what they talked. But i cant let it go. Cos , me even saying hi to my Ex is a big problem ( i don;t have any Ex which i love o loved , just an Ex BF , No strings attached -  its just that one was v good to me, bt unfortunately i couldn't love him) . So if this is the case should i let it go easily  . . .  To tell truth , it did bother me , cos he never said any thing against her , No bad behavior n No bad thing she did . She was the perfect grl . . . huh DAMN. 

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