Thought of a Second girl friend

I have gone so far in this relationship. I think of his wife and the coming child. Do I have right to snap their happiness? DO she deserve that? Sure he need a mature good life. According to him his wife is not good that's why he need another woman in his life, but is it right. People get divorce when they have kids, but is it right.

My friends look at me in a judgmental way.

Other do i, t people tells me don't jump in to a situation which you don't knew how depth it is.

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it got me wondering .....

well i was watching this Korean drama , called "playful kiss" .. such a nice one... let me summaries the story ........... " Playful Kiss is about a popular and genius male student named Baek Sueng-jo who has a stand-offish personality and Oh Hani who is a female student who makes up for being not-so-genius by always being smiling and happy. An earthquake destroys the girl's home and she and her dad end up living with the boy's family. The girl has kept this boy in her heart but she has never received any assurances of her love being reciprocated. Fun and groans ensue as they interact and rub off on each other" ( i just copied this part from drama description) well they were in high school , and this grl always think about the boy ... if she put her mind in to doing some thing , like getting pass o doing a sport , she does it with hard work .............. any way , what i was wondering was , high school is the best time of our life. The fun and those feel...

Renewing this blog

In 2013 I decided to put this blog down , but now I feel like renewing it. I want to write about stories and thoughts crosses my mind. Even though I closed this blog, I was writing bitter sweet memories in a piece of paper and kept them. Than in this year I thought why don't I put them out there to people to read and share it. Well, people might not be interested but who cares right. its just thoughts and memories of a person. So here it goes .........

Thoughts of a girl who was ignored

I tried to make him happy. The way he said he was in a miserable life, I tried to keep him out of that life, thought I was making him happy, but in the process of making him happy.I lost my self my life was difficult. I was wasting my life. He have to think about me also, I believe , I am the one who is gonna take him out of that life. He keep on telling me, please help me. Take me away from this, but I wonder, is it ever true. The things he do make me doubt that statement. Do he really want to be saved or not. He might actually want to be in that , I have no idea he does not convince me enough. Anyway this day , I did not want it to end like that , but that was a day some how I felt so not to my self and want to him to help me out. I wanted to see him and wanted to talk to him sent many message saying " i miss you" I felt like I was acting like helpless person. its just I want to talk to him. I didn't think he will ignore me after all those messages....

Bitter Swyt Memory

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