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Thoughts of a girl who was ignored

I tried to make him happy. The way he said  he was in a miserable life, I tried to keep him out of that life, thought I was making him happy, but in the process of making him happy.I  lost my self my life was difficult. I was wasting my life. He have to think about me also, I believe , I am the one who is gonna take him out of that life. He keep on telling me, please help me. Take  me away from this, but I wonder, is it ever true. The things he do make me doubt that statement. Do he really want to be saved or not. He might actually want to be in that , I have no idea he does not convince me enough.

Anyway this day , I did not want it to end like that , but that was a day some how I felt so not to  my self and want to him to help me out. I wanted to see him and wanted to talk to him sent many message saying " i miss you" I felt like I was acting like helpless person. its just I want to talk to him.
I didn't think he will ignore me after all those messages. 

I wasn't used in show him how much I miss him. my face expression but still he ignored and than said sorry. "what the fuck was it? " When ever I send a message, when he says he is busy in a nice way. I give him time. But I know this days he just ignored all it. I know he was ignoring me , so i was so angry . He can be in hiss miserable life , it is clear that he don't want to get out of it. May be he deserves  it.

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