Making mistakes - embrace it

I have seen me crying over certain relationships
The question is .... do I cry cos it's over?
No.. normally I cry over the guilt. I cry over thinking how foolish I was. I cry over letting my self for suffering that fate.
I cry for not thinking that through.
Mostly I cry over the guilt of doing that to my self.

I don't get angry with that person.
I get angry with my self.
I should have been more careful.
I should have been more prepared.
I love crying for such things. Reminding how stupid I was.

A mistake won't be a mistake if you don't learn from it. A mistake has to embraced, cried over and noted.

16 JUNE 2017

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6 Years ago

6 years ago (2007) on 14th Feb we met: The meeting which made us like each other. 6th March : He told me he think he LOVES me , Well , that was the start. Day by day LOVE for each other increased , things went better, life was Happy . We were Happy together . . . We started knowing each other more , ( Even though there were things we don't like about each other , we decided to accept it , act for better 2moro) Announced about our relationship to others. We knew we are going to be forever. 31st May 2008 we got engaged. . .( I went to study) Decided to get Marry after a year , The long distance relationship was tough , Things went from bad to worse. But Still we hold on to each other. . . 2013 we decided to get marry But on this day ( 6th March 2013) the love for each other is like a compromise , We have to be together. We are not happy with each other. I have no idea what happened to the LOVE we shared. Last nigh...

2010 till OCT , in short ...

It a list of swyt day ...... 13th FEB - A day before our anniversary, He called me after 1 year .... I nearly jumped, Damn i was so happy , but the question was , do i want him back in my life , bt the happiness was over joying. Totally forgot about a year of hurt. Anyway, i was like lets say where it goes , i love him , he loves me, y would i end. It was like he bringing me back to life with colors. :) After that evry thing went smooth and like a dream.. 2oth MAY - we met ( i went Maldives for holidays after 2 years) i went only to meet him. i expected him to be there waiting for me with flowers , bt it was raining and he was late ... bt It was sweet ... we spend 1 and half month together , wonderful days and moments. 3oth July - Again it was time to bye . I came back hear, with the sweet memories , The days are going sweet , some days it hurts and some days it feels like happiest day in life ......... life goes on like this, " love hurts" its so true, bt its not only ...

Anger.

Why do woman get so angry over a small things? Is that in our nature. I know i get angry often . Where does this anger comes from ? Is it because we are disappointed or upset? Why can't they (men) do the right thing right way? They do silly things like... 1- coming v v late to drop us or to get us frm office. . Damn what makes then so late. 2- they say "near by", when they are far way from destination. 3- y do they have to do things to a frnd without doing a thing to own house or gf? 4- Are they bound / is it a must to do things for frnds ? We get angry over this small things . Its not because they do things for a frnd, its just that they do frnds needs before gf/wife. Woman are scary when they are angry . . It is true . They just get so hurt and let everything out. . .

Bitter Swyt Memory

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