Playing with others feeling

I don't know how people can play with other feelings. 
The thing is so casually he played with mine. 
People told me " why are you after a guy who does not have feeling for you"  wondering is it really true or not. 
"he said, He don't wanna lose you cos for office of his business stuffs it's easier to deal with or whatever" 
He told her same thing he has told me.  Haven't told there is anything special going on between us. But he told me am special.  Fool, that I believe that.
He made people look down on me, I can feel that those people looking at me like that poor girl. He played with her feeling and she is lost.
It hurts thinking that. How did I let my self-be effected by this certain person?

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