Bitter Swyt Memory

A post from http://r-k-wawilly.blogspot.com/ All the stories talk about a guy seen a girl and fall in love. He tries so hard to get that love. He meant to keep it for whole his life. But I wonder why they can not? , why they break up? why they break up each others heart ?. Different stories end in different ways. It's either the girl fault or the man fault. Either, way it ends. where is the happy part in fall in love , when we cannot keep it. It wasn't the thing in my mind actually . What am I thinking is it the man responsibility to find love? , or what should we say give love or show the love to the girl. After finding it keeping it is also for the man job. A girl can love so many times. when life goes on she forgets about the true love or fake love or about just love. After some time, she looks for the caring one who will actually do anything to keep her. So what happen to that first love or the boy who saw her first and taught her about love. What happened between th...

You are The one Who messages me first and I just flowed ur messages. But now it's all another way round. I don't know what changed, somehow now I wish that I should have kept you like all other guys and I just reply in whenever I feel and goes on... With no much of interest. But somehow - it's not what happened cos I liked you. I don't know why. ? But when I think of that there are reasons why? But now I have a doubt that was all true or just an act. Anyway. When u talked to me,u told me you need that someone who would ask you how was ur day and kinds of stuff. I do want to be that person cos I like you ( still in. Question why?? ) but somehow I feel like if I try that, am disturbing you. So I go silent. The thing is as you want someone to care for you, others do need that. It's not that u and me don't have others boy or girl asking how we are? But somehow, for now, I like you to ask me how am doing. And want to know how your doing. I know it's wired I...

I was doing fine with my life. I was doing enough to be happy, exploring my mind, creating and becoming fine with my study and other things in life. I manage to establish a life alone fixed myself. Then you happened, You saw things which I don’t  see in myself. You saw a better person in me. You saw my mind and found the beauty of which I only knew from whole this universe. You saw the potential in me along with great thing, you saw the external beauty and the beauty of mind Or mind beauty of me. You taught me to reach my potentials to do better, for the first time I wanted to do things to impress someone, to make you happy, cos  I know how disappointed you get when I make things easy and lazily, not reaching my potentials. I loved your comments. I was always open to advice and comments when someone shows a mistake in my work I accept and say it’s me.  Like that way, I opened all my life for you to comment. Whether it's studying, career or life. With you, I...

I think things has changed from the day we met  , before he used to complement me a lot , the way he like my hair , my eyes , my smile and my hips.  Now nothing of such, He used to look at me all the time. But know things have changed. There are small thing I noticed now. Before he liked my hair down but now he tells me to tie it up. What’s wrong with man?  Their likes also changes or the way they look changes. Even last night we talked and it seems like his mind was somewhere else. It wasn’t with me. He was in a hurry to go back to home. I don’t know why. I was sad and wanted to talk to him that whole day we didn’t talked, we talked for a very short time and for all that time he didn’t even look at me. Sometimes my thoughts run wild. I do want to spend life with him but he is full of complication. Do I want that complication in my life? Is it worth? Sometime out of fear not getting him or he not being solely for me. I think of marrying him, just because I have th...

He said, he didn't feel like talking to me, and I have to understand that. He loves me and the reason he gives me to marry is not enough for me. He thinks I am not a good person. I am not understanding person , why would he marry me right. The reason, I understood before  is he explained things to me Now, what happened is he didn't explain and tell me anything. We don't communicate and I got so worried and all the negative though ate my head and then I thought of going out from relationship, leave him behind. "He tells me he just didn't feel like talking to me" What the fuck is that I am supposed to understand that if he could have told me it before. guess if I  have known what's going or he just didn't feel like talking to me. I am not gonna get emotional and all into it, but now  I want to scold and shout and go angry on him for that matter, I am not gonna do it. So now my decision was giving him the time he wants. I am not sure if ...